Code name: 2-0-0-8.

Since some stupid dog lover iddiz pestered me, I decided to make a year end blog post. But c'mon, DotA's better right? RIGHT? Ah whatever.

And the top 10 nominees for the Year's Most Memorable Event are:

1. Me, Isaac, Keeve leaving GR and together with Zian forming FsK.
2. Me getting 6As 1B. Wan some tips? DotA all the time, slack away while ignoring your homework. xD
3. Knowing DotA existed in Malaysia =P
4. Knowing what it was like to love someone. Although it was brief, it was 'intense' nonetheless.
5. Being introduced to 3DG's mastery of post-grungggeeeeee. =P
6. Being reawakened and FINALLY claiming the English crown (which I deserved 100% xD) I lost for so long.
7. Getting to know some new friends o.o
8. Me knowing how to cycle (AT LAST =.=).
9. Reaffirming my faith in atheism.
10. Learning what it means to really be someone forsaken.

P.S: Goodbye 2008 and hello 2009! Hopefully I'll squeeze into 4A and manage in Add Math. I. Hope.

P.P.S: You guys know this is my last post right?
FORTHISYEARANYWAYGOTJOOSUCKA!!!
xD

Happy New Year!

-Revan-

I DID IT! BANKAI! =P

OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG.
OMFG!!!

6As 1B! =D
I LIVE!

The great escape again! I made it through!

Thanks to all the teachers who helped me get these results =P
And friends for believing in me even when I didn't believe in myself. Now I've repaid your faith.. I didn't let y'all down.. and now I'm practically guaranteed a place in the Science stream. Watch out 4A/4E, I'm coming! BANKAI!

P.S: Screw you KHB. If not I got straight already. mlm.

The time.. has come.

Wish me luck. Although I don't believe in it. Pray for me, although I seriously believe no one can help. When tomorrow comes, the result of my actions for the last 3 years will eventually surface. And I doubt that I can get more then a single A. So before the culmination, the grand finale comes, this is all I have to say to certain people:

Isaac:
You've been a great friend in the months since we've met. You stood beside me when GR was against me. You got kicked outta GR for siding with me. Yet, you bore no hard feelings for me, but instead we formed the Forsaken together. And for that, I'm eternally grateful. Thank you for your loyalty.

Keeve:
1stly, I'm sorry I scolded you that badly about your noobness- but I hope you understand it had to be done. We are the Forsaken, and greater strength is what we seek for. Remember, the Forsaken WILL have their vengeance! However, you were cheerful as a GR and FsK member, and with you, at least FsK weren't gloomy 100% of the time.

GR members:
I cannot blame all of you, and I never will. It was the founders who banished me, and for that they will pay in blood. However, you must understand my side of the story- but I doubt most of you ever will. But if you ever ask, rest assured I will tell you.

Rene:
I could say alot, but I think I'll cut it short o.o
You listened patiently when I emoed about.. you know what. *Winks*
You were there hearing me out when I was hiawing away instead of beating me up =P
You're a good friend to talk to, but PLEASE, stop appearing outta nowhere and pming me =.=

Kevin Wong:
We've only known each other for months, but I like having someone who's chatty around. And I have you to thank for making up my mind about the Forsaken. I hope your team'll make it past the 4th round and decimate GR along the way =D. And please, study in F3.. I don't want you to screw up like me.

This year's 3E:
I won't let any of you steal my title as F4's English King away. =P

Charmaine:
I'm glad you're talking again, but rest assured I'm still gonna try to take over your position and become SMKJA's English King. *Sadistic grin*
Be horrified. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA *Cough cough*

An old friend:
Sorry for an embarassment. I won't try anymore. I loved you, but in the end, it was never meant to be. Despite that, you still tried to help me understand why people believed in God- but as you yourself said, stubborn atheists like me are hard to convince.

I may not be able to see some of you anymore, but I hope you'll remember me as a friend, if that request is not too heavy. And as the curtain falls, my fate remains undetermined. I can only hope.. but in the end hope is useless.

Lunar New Year Dorkta Compy @.@

Coming to you this new year, Gizmo Gamers will be organizing 2009's 1st Dota Competition in Kuching. Rules and regulations will be uploaded shortly. For more information, please refer to the thread here or contact Gizmo Gamers at 082-460992. Thank you.

As can be seen above, there's gonna be a compy around the mid of January. Thanks Billy for notifying us =)

However.. there is a problem. Despite having officially created the Forsaken, or FsK for short, we're still short of one member. And that isn't all.. we're lacking on teamwork and skill. In short, we're a noob team =.=

However, I'm hoping to get one member within this month. If I succeed, we'll start training for that tourney, and hopefully we can at least lose not looking like noobs =/

Will we be pwned? Will we pwn? o.o
Either way, I'm hoping that 5th member flies by soon.

[FsK]Revan is chatting at 4.29 A.M. in the morning with Jerry. Over and out.

P.S: Isaac, get a blog. And come back from China soon. FsK needs you =/

Westlife rawks =P

Never thought that I'd so inspired,
Never thought that I'd find the higher truth,
I believed that love was overrated,
'Till the moment I found you,

Now baby I know I don't deserve,
The love you give me,
But now I understand that..

If you want me, I must be doing something right,
I got nothing left to prove,
And it's all because of you,
So if you need me,
And baby, I make you feel alive,
I know I must be doing,
Doing something right..

It's because of you, I feel so lifted,
I've been looking at my life from higher ground,
Never thought I'd be so elated,
You're the one that turned it all around,

Now baby, I didn't know myself,
Until you changed me,
And made me understand that,

If you want me, I must be doing something right,
I got nothing left to prove,
And it's all because of you,
So if you need me,
And baby, I make you feel alive,
I know I must be doing,
Doing something right,
Ohhh..

And baby, I know I don't deserve the love you give me,
But I don't really care, cause..

If you want me, I must be doing something right,
I got nothing left to prove,
And it's all because of you,
So if you need me,
And baby, I make you feel alive,
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing),
Doing something right (Doing something right)!

Doing something right,
Yeah, yeah..
Something right..

So if you need me,
And baby I make you feel alive,
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing),
Must be doing something right..
Yeah, yeah..
Something right..

Video spam!

This is what happens when you've nothing better to blog about. Jiak pa bo shu zho o.o

The 10 things I do on the comp in the middle of the night =P

1. Chat in MSN.
2. DotA! (Just won another match o.o)
3. Look at someone's fs pics (Only once.. *sheepish look*)
4. Listen to songs (Nickelback anyone?)
5. Supervise my clan's forum (Check it out)
6. Think of what goddamned stuff to blog of when I could be sleepin' (Exactly like now =.=)
7. Obsessing after a new target (Not telling who o.o)
- You do know I was kidding... RIGHT? =P
8. Download songs with my trusted Limmy o.o
9. Sing my favourite songs (Crazy I know =.="')
10. Read DotA tactics =P

There. The ten stuff an insomniac named Revan does. Or rather, an insane, deranged, psychotic insomniatic nerd =P

*Listens to Avril Lavigne's Nobody's Home*

The Forsaken and its birth.

I was once part of GR. I was once considered a fellow brother by my comrades. We used to lame together, cuss together and DotA together. Until my eyes were unraveled, and I.. saw the bitter truth.
There was no justice in GR- it was far too corrupted. Because of the influence of some who never cared for it, it had been consumed. Left dead to rot. The members had no spirit- those who did were misunderstood, thought to be the ones causing GR trouble, while the truth was, we were the ONLY ONES who ever loved it. If only, they had cared for GR, I might have stayed.. I decided I could not remain in GR to see it die. With this in mind, I decided to make the dotards and fools in GR believe that I had to be kicked. This I executed perfectly, and thus I was kicked out of GR.
However, I was not the only one. Isaac and Keeve were kicked out too on suspicion that the 3 of us were gonna form a new clan and betray GR.
The truth? The concept of the Forsaken had long existed before I left GR. I had decided to form a clan, one that would not repeat the mistakes of GR. It would go on to be the Forsaken. After Isaac and Keeve were kicked, I invited them to enter the Forsaken. Along with another guy, the Forsaken were thus formed. However, we already have enemies within GR- the very same fools who branded us the causes of conflict in GR, kicked us out of it and branded us traitors after that.
For now, I do not possess the strength to defeat the true betrayers. But we are patient. We shall persevere. And when the time comes..
The betrayers of GR.. will become the betrayed.

My personality, apparently. o.o

I was checking out a personality test. And apparently, this is my type of nature:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

- I'm a good listener? O.o

The type of lover you are:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

- EWW. NO WAY. F*** OFF. EWW.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

- I'm staying unmarried! Woots! Lalalalalalala~

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

- No comment. =/

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

- It's inevitable wad. I'm a bookworm =P

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

- Well, I think operating on people's brains should make me happy. xD

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

- Duhhhhh.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

- No one likes to be helpless.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

- Except for the 1st sentence, I plead guilty in the rest. =P

Well, it's pretty much what I am, except for the parts on love. Wonder what you're like too?
Click here. Or here. Or here. I don't mind =P

Life is pretty much meaningless.

Is there any meaning in life? No matter what, in the end, death is inevitable. Neither is it possible to leave any mementos of yourself forever- it eventually disappears too. As for memories, they are like wisps of smoke, eventually fading into nothingness. Thus, no one in this world can in a sense, live forever. Some could argue that we live on through our descendants, but can that be truly called 'living on?' Genetic data has always, and will always be, only genetic data. Meaningless. Irrelevant. In short, there is no way we can leave our marks behind in this world.

So, some would ask, what do we exist for? I believe, that life itself does not have purpose. Eventually, all that we have in done in life will unravel and end. However, that does not mean we should stop doing good.. we do good, so that those who come after us, can enjoy a better world then ours. At the very least, our descendants can enjoy a blissful, although meaningless life.

Life is pretty much a series of incidents, happy and sad, tied together. To say that it has meaning, is a lie. No one, and nothing at all, can ever make it so. In fact, the sole reason why we humans still live on, instead of commiting suicide until none of us remain, is probably because we live for the ones we love. For others.

And with the ending of my words, I firmly state that life, has no rewards for living it. Life sucks. Big time. There isn't gonna be any deity up there bringing the good to heaven. We'll all rot in the cold ground when we die, waiting for the Sun to die as well.

This is all I have to say for now.. will blog again another time. Good night.

Another TAG. ****?!

[01] Name: Andrew Goh **** *****/Revan.
[02] Nickname: *Zips mouth*
[03] Married: Puhh-leasse. No one would wanna marry me.
[04] Zodiac sign: Cancer (OMFG, I have a disease that's gonna kill me since BIRTH? =.="')
[05] Gender: Male (Unless Andrew/Revan somehow is a female name o.o)
[06] Age: 15.. for now.
[07] School: SMKJA.
[08] Height: I duno anything else other than that I'm more then a meter tall. =P
[09] Weight: 50+ I think? o.o
[10] College: I dunno and don wanna know yet =P
[11] Do you like yourself?: Currently, I wish I was never born.
[12] Piercings: None. Durrrr.
[13] Right or left-handed?: Left. Love left. We're special. =P
[14] Are you a freak?: I duno what'd you consider the requirements to be freaky o.o
[15] Hair?: Black, tinged with brown. Style, too HORRIFYING to tell. You'd die outta fear. =D
[16] Skin?: Fair. I mean it. Lookie me!
[17] What you are doing now: Stupid question, don'cha fink?
[18] What you'll be doing in an hour: In deep slumber. I HOPE.
[19] Allergic: Something. I dunno wad. o.o
[20] What you'll be doing 10 hours later: DotAing! =)
[21] Live with father/mother/both: Both la. Choy, don curse me.
[22] Siblings: 3 including me.
[23] Eldest: Me xD
[24] Youngest: Adrian the Fat =D
[25] Love/hate your family: Don kepoh my personal life. Shoo shoo. =P
[26] You found your other half: I was chopped in half? WHAT?!
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Rew. =D
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Rew oso =P. A-n-d alone sounds weird, don'cha tink?
[29] Time(s) in a relationship: Never. And I doubt I ever will.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl b4: Never.
[31] Even been wooed b4?: Never oso la =.="'
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Ask Rew whether And did. =P
[33] What was the wrong you did: Ask Rew ma =.=
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No, but And and Rew will be happy to comply. xD
[35] You with your other half since: Have been Andrew =D
[36] Are you straight/homo/faggot/les: 110% DAMN STRAIGHT!
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Because no him, no Rew =(
[38] Stage of relationship with other half: So 'close' we spend 24/7 together. =P
[39] Who wooed who 1st?: He always was my other half lol.
[40] Ever think of marrying him/her? Him, NO. Eww. Not a gay. She, who's she o.o
[41] Your best friend: What's a friend? *Acts dumb*
[42] Your 1st enemy: None le. All not sohai enough. =D
[44] Friend you love the most: Not Rene Yap Ping Ping that is. xD
[45] Your most beautiful/sexy/pretty female friend: *Ahem ahem ahem* =)
[46] Enemy you hate the most: Not enemy larh. Just a dotard. Fong Yut Kuen lor obviously.
[47] The kinda girl you hate the most: Bitchy types.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Honourless ones and kiss-assers.
[49] You fell in love with your close friend before?: Nope.
[50] Your best friend your ex-lurver?: Please contact question [41] for more details. =)
[51] If your friend is backstabbing you: Waseh, still can call fren? =.=
[52] If your friend betrayed you: Give my regards to hell, son of a bitch.
[53] If your friend wooed your lover: I have no idea what I'd do.
[54] If your friend fell in love with you: No thank you. Eww. I thought we were FRIENDS!
[55] If you fell in love with your friend: Refer to [41] :O
[56] Are you a good student: Some teachers would say I'm a bad kid. Others would say I'm fine. It depends actually. Lolz.
[57] Doing assignments/homewrk regularly: If I finished one, what do I get? o.o
[58] The teacher/tutor you lap the most: I duno o.o
[59] Always late to school/college: Never =\
[60] Your class: Long time no see =\
[61] You love your seniors: No comment xD
[62] Senior who you love the most: *Psst psst psst psst*
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Neutral I am, aye aye.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Ah Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonn!!!
[65] Laziest classmate: Me =P
[66] Smart people: Are not hasty.
[67] Stupid people: Suck =\
[68] Good looking people: Are not always good looking o.o
[69] Ugly people: Have inner beauty if you know where to look. For example, *ahem ahem* =D
[70] Funny people: Define funny o.o
[71] Cute people: Are like Suk Yi xD
[72] Bad people: Are like bad people lo =X
[73] Honest people: Lurus bendul. *Sigh*
[74] Acting people: Should go kiss ass also.
[75] What kind of person you are: Go check out my name. Revan. Maybe you'll understand.

:~Prefer~:
[76] Lips or eyes?: Eyes o.o
[77] Hugs or kisses?: None xD
[78] Shorter or taller?: Or =P
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: SPON SPON SPONGE BABEH!!!
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: EYES!
[81] Listener or talker: Talker :O
[82] Romantic or rich?: Neither.
[83] Good husband or father?: I dun wanna be either o.o

:~Future~:
[84] Die at: 80+ enuf liao larh.
[85] Career: Neurologist. Hiak hiak!! Brains galore!
[86] Own: The fame of the world's best neurologist =P
[87] DotA career: Beat Chills 99!!!
[88] Play: The cello =D
[89] Learn: Tennis (Maybe)
[90] Wanna: SLEEP! =D

I tag:
Rene
Angeline (Or else she'll freak out again =\)
Isaac (YES, ISSAC!)
Keeve
Elyssa
Priscilla

Zzzz. Bzzt. Pfft.

Never really said too much,
Afraid it wouldn't be enough,
Just try to keep my spirits up,
When there's no point in grieving..

Doesn't matter anyway,
Words can never make me stay!
Words will never take my place,
When you know I'm leaving..

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Something I rely on to get home,
One I can feel at night, a naked light,
A fire to keep me warm,

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Even in the daylight, shine on,
And when it's late at night you can look inside,
You won't feel so alone..

You know we've been down that road,
What seems a thousand times before,
My back to a closing door,
And my eyes to the seasons,

That roll out underneath my heels,
And you don't know how bad it feels!
To leave the only one,
That I have ever believed in,

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Something I rely on to get home,
One I can feel at night, a naked light,
A fire to keep me warm,

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Even in the daylight, shine on,
And when it's late at night you can look inside,
You won't feel so alone, ooh yeah!

Sometimes it feels like we've run out of luck,
When the signal keeps on breaking up!
When the wires cross in my brain,
You'll start my heart again when I come along, yeah!

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Something I rely on to get home,
One I can feel at night, a naked light,
A fire to keep me warm..

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Even in the daylight, shine on,
And when it's late at night you can look inside,
You won't feel so alone,

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone,
Even in the daylight, shine on,
And when it's late at night you can look inside,
You won't feel so alone..

If only he had never told me. If only.

Taggedness o.o

Dog freako tagged me o.o

Rules & Regulations:
Don't copy the answers.
Tag questions must remain the same.
No tagging someone back.

I tag..
1. Keeve.
2. Kheng Jen.
3. Ally.
4. Charmaine.
5. Jerky (Jerk Haw).
6. Isaac.
7. Kevin Wong.
8. Chills.
9. Michelle.

1. How d'you know 1?
I know 1 because I learned Math at school. xD
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Alright alright! I knew him because we were in the same clan o.o

2. What would you do if you never met 2?
I duno lol. Have one less friend to talk with? Maybe o.o

3. What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
I can date numbers! xD juz kidding. 3's just a kid, 4 pula edi have bf liao (not that I would be interested if she didn't).

4. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Well, I've never seen a panda coupled with a gay b4.. duno le xD

5. Do you think 5 is attractive?
Pandas are sexy n cute xD.

7. Tell me something about 9..
Other then 3 x 3 = 9? O.o
Well, she knows how to play CS. And she's family. Goh o.o
There, 2 SOMETHINGS. Satisfied? *Glares at papparazzi*

8. What language does 2 speak?
Do you have to be so kepoh? *Glares*
Chinese and English. Go away stalker. xD

9. Who is 3 going out with?
How do I know? I'm not as nosy as SOME people. =P

10. How old is number 4?
Hmm. 15 + 1 = Wad already? *Acts dumb*

11. 5?
5 wad o.o *Still acting dumb*

12. Who is 6's favourite singer?
Avril Lavigne. *Has stopped acting dumb*

13. 7?
Linkin Park and MCR I think.

14. Is 8 single?
Yeah, until he gets a gf.

15. What is 9's last name?
OMFG OMFG OMFG. Can you believe I NEVER ASKED? =.="'

16. Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
EWW. NO WAY. NO. EWW.

17. Which school does to 2 go to?
Same as me. Duhhhhhhhh.

18. What do you like about 3?
I duno =D
I just like to talk with her. =)