Stupid writer's block. Zzzz.

I have absolutely nothing to write about. I can't even think of one word to write about nowadays. And when I finally write SOMETHING, it starts with my inability to think of a new blog post.

*Glares at lazing brain*

So, I suppose I'll start with GR. o.o
Currently, we have only one DotA team, consisting of Des, John, Gab, Darren and Goh. This afternoon, another new team was made by me and Isaac. With Des's approval, we 2 have become the members of the 2nd team along with Bertram. I hope to bring in Adrian as well. Anyway, this is the 2nd team's members and roles:

2nd team memberlist and roles:
Andrew Goh / [GR]Revan (Supporter)
Isaac Yong / [GR]Infinia (Supporter, can also double as tanker with CW )
Bertram Ho (I think it's Ho..) / Deathkight (Unknown as of now)
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Potential members:
Adrian Teo / [GR]Dakaru (Ganker perhaps? o.o)
Keeve Wong / zxnoobkillerxz (I duno his tendencies, but considering that he can use SK, I might give him the ganking role.)

Revan must go now. He has add math tuition to worry about. But before that..
Poor Form Five students. I hope those 2 years will pass slowly for me.. X.X
Sayonara!

I've been tagged. Again. =.=

Alicia tagged me. And no, it wasn't Alicia Keys >.<

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and may replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and must continue this game by choosing 5 other people to tag.

1) Do you have any secrets?
Many, yet few.

2) Would you fall in love with someone younger/older than you?
Yea.. I did.

3) Do you enjoy going to school?
Not really..

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
Find the solace I craved for so long in this world.

5) Will you fall in love with your best friend's bf/gf?
No. Firstly, it would be akin to backstabbing a friend. Secondly, if I was attracted to her, it would be more out of lust then love. End of story.

6) If you have to choose one person, that is your bf/gf or your best friend,who will you choose?
I have no idea.

7) List out your 15 favourite songs.
FINALLY. =D
- Animal I Have Become (3DG)
- It's All Over (3DG)
- Pain (3DG)
- Dance, Dance (FOB)
- I Don't Care (FOB)
- What I Want (Daughtry)
- It's Not Over (Daughtry)
- I Don't Care (Apocalyptica ft. Adam Gontier)
- S.O.S (Anything But Love) (Apocalyptica ft. Cristina Scabbia)
- My Immortal (Evanescence)
- Whenever, Wherever (Shakira)
- So What (Pink)
- Until The End (Breaking Benjamin)
- Gotta Be Somebody (Nickelback)
- The Best Damn Thing (Avril Lavigne)

8) If the person you secretly like is already in a relationship, what would you do?
I'd wish them the best, but the pain would probably stay for a time.

9) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? World Editor! =D

10) What makes you angry?
People who talk of money like it's water.

11) How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
As a 25 year old adult who's anti-religion. La scienza è il nuovo DIO!

12) What is currently the most important thing in life?
Her. Only her wellbeing.

13) What is the most important thing in life?
Look at my previous answer.

14) What is more important? Family or career?
Both are equally important

15. ) What is your favourite colours?
Mine? Black and dark blue.

16) Would you give all in relationship?
I'd try my best to at least.

18) Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone had done? NEVER.

19) What would you say to someone you love?
Goodbye. I'll miss you.

I tag..
1. Kelvin
2. May
3. Angeline
4. Glo
5. Samantha (I hope she knows I tagged her.. lol)

Since I'm so goddamned bored..

I obtained this from my sis's blog. Since there's absolutely nothing for me to do, I might as well blog 'till I drop. Lalalalalalalalalalalalala~ *Boom*

Well, this post is about the personalities of people born in different months.
Rules are:

Pick your birth month.
Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

June:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talks actively. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

January:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and financially cautious.

February:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Vengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually borne of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Usually contracts sickness of the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislikes being at home. Restless. Does not have many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Has ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to procrastinate. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talks actively. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes a long time to recover.

August:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make new friends.

September:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable.Love s to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never gives up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.Love s to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

I can feel alive again.

Finally, after a long time, I finally understand, what it is like to live and let go. Friends come, and friends go. Yet, the gap left behind never stays empty for long. When a friend of mine said, "It would be better that they did not come back," I realized. Something I should've realized long ago. We make our own fate, not the words of those who surround us. We ourselves, determine the course we take in life. Friends can support us when we fall down, give words of advice.. and yet, we are the ones who roll the dice, not them. In the end, it all comes down to one thing. What we want. Not what others want for us. I've decided.. if this is the path I go, then so be it. I may be hated, I may be disliked, I may be mistrusted.. but above all..

I'm free. At long last. Free to make my own choices, for good or ill. Free, from any chains others try to place on me. With victory, my chains are broken. Broken.. at long last.

12 year old love..

Haiz.. a piece of the past has come home, at long last.. I fell in love with this song when I was a whelp, but I never expected to have this song.. right until now. Oh yea babeh! I have the power! Of Limewire that is XD. Lalalalalalala~

HEART OF SWORD ～夜明け前~

T.M. Revolution

Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de, koesou de

Butsukatteikya kokeru omoi yo
Konya mo mata, sure chigai

Sanzan sugite doryoku no ato mo
Naku naru kekka, only no tsuna watari

Yaru dake son suru yona, mainichi wa
Sha ni kamaeteta hou koso, raku ni naru

Atsukute, tsurai jibun wo kakushite,
mijikai toki wo ikiteru

Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de, koesou de

Hottokeba, hashiru omoi yo
Yume mo mata, sure chigai

Kanpeki to chau, jinsei no shuushi
Puramai zero da nanteba honto ka na?

Shinu made ni tsukaikiru, un no kazu
Semete, jibun de dashiire wo sasete

Wakacchainai, kimi nara dou ni demo,
rikutsu wo kaete ii noni

Nando kimi ni, ketsu mazuitemo
Modottekichau, aijou ni

Shinjikaneru, utaretsuyosa yo
Konya mo, soutou nemurenai

Nando nankai, kurikaeshitemo
Modottekichau, ai dakara

Butsukatteiku, kesunu omoi wo
Semeru hou ga, suji chigai

Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de koeteyuku

Aishou yori mo, fukai futari wa
Sure chigatte kamawanai

...That's all for now. Mom's nagging at me to sleep liao.
But before I go..

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Still don't get it? Again I say:

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Ah, better don lame la. Over and out!

Goh Lee Joo's birthday! o.o

I feel damned full now =D. Where to start le? Hmm. Well, after I got there, terus:

Pick food. Throw into steamboat. MAKAN!
Maiku, they all ar.. makan makan makan. So many rounds.. until got some go n pass to us O.o.
John, damn pro cook wor =P
Well, after that.. wad else? Sure bli bli bla bla la =.=
I got myself accquainted with Goh's friend who happened to be from my school, Jeremy.
Heh. Didn't know he knew so many F3s la. Sambil mendengar MP4, sambil tengok sini sana o.O.
Btw John, 'catchy' FOB song le =D
*Sigh*
Why did I go back so EARLYYY? When I left, they went for another round =.=
What do you call it? Greedy? Chiak buey liao? Boredom?
Haiya, if GR keeps eating, we'll be called Gluttons Republic lor XD.

Now onto another topic before I end this meagre post of mine:
Shelly ar.. you n Francis sejenis saja. Get sick of Secondhand Serenade will ya? =.= Hear every day, afternoon n nite nia. Freakos =D

Ok, maybe not that topic. This one larh =.=
Bone ar.. don oweys call me gay gay gay lar.. you know how sien or not I hear ur words everytime? The other Kevin oso know how to stop, you dunno wan =.=
I kinda regret being ur friend. If you ever see this sohai, rest assured I will not let you enter GR with that idiocy of yours. You'll only drag us down. During games, people tell you this, you do that. And you lansi people and speak offensively. Cibai arh, we bring you play at Gizmo, when we go home probably got 10 new enemies liao. And whenever you screw up, you always try to act pitiful.. PUI AR! If you don't change ur attitude, you will be the 1st GR probationary member to be kicked out of GR, and I really hope that day will come soon =) . Until then, it's useless to rant about you anymore. Make me angry nia when I'm supposed to be happy =.=

Over and out! GR forever!
=D