Does anything matter at all?

I'm sick of it all.

I'm sick of always playing second fiddle to everyone. I'm tired of always having to RELENT. Of always having to give others what they WANT. No one truly cares about me. All they care about is what I can give them. One of my friends said that I think too much about myself, but would anyone look out for ME? When I stick my head out for others, will anyone else do the same?

The answer is: No.

I'm dead weary of trying to be someone I'm not. I'm damned angry at being mocked by people who look down on me. In the end, what everyone wants is power. Fine with me. I'll just backstab everyone who gets in my way. So many people have said I'm too bitter, but can I really be blamed? This is what I am, and NOTHING can change it.

Call me a jerk, a fool, asshole, whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Why? Because you forced me to. Because this is where fate has taken me. Because everyone betrayed me, so shall I betray them. Revenge, pure and simple.

Nothing matters anymore.

A funny joke xD

I was at Keeve's house this afternoon when I heard a funny, albeit slightly sensitive joke. =P

Here is the joke:

Buddha, Allah and God made a bet on a football match. The loser/losers would have to be.. erm.. how do you mention it in English already =.=.. hit in the balls. (I know hit's not the right word, but bear with me ok? =D)

And the losers turned out to be Allah and God. Since there were two losers, Buddha got ready to hit both their balls by posturing his fingers in the 'meditation' way. God, being a man/god of his word, allowed Buddha to tie his hands in the crucifix way. As for Allah, he ran because he had no guts. While Buddha waited for Allah to come back, he got tired of lifting his hands and put them down on his lap.

And that is why, ladies and gentlemen, exactly why monks and yoga practitioners put their hands so while meditating, and why Jesus appears with his hands spread apart like a cross. As well as why Muslims don't have any 'postures.' xD

P.S: For those who DO understand the hidden attack on Islam, keep it to yourselves alright? =P

Wishing a Happy Chinese New Year to Forsaken and friends! =D

Yes! It is finally, the moment all of us (Chinese) have been waiting for! xD

As the title says, happy CNY to FsK members and friends, as well as a prosperous Cow Year o.o!

Feed the weak, weak the feed! :O

Lalalalalala~

I'm in a good mood now. Why?

Because..

I just beat an Axe 4-3. Mwarhahahahahaha. And I was losing. Super creeps hia.

Well.. not exactly beat, but then he died more.. and I was.. A NECROLYTE!

To all non-DotA players, believe me, I was supposed to lose. =.=

Aiyah, I baru saja turned back the table when we had to stop!

At this moment, only one phrase can define the indignation.

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Bah. Nvm. I consider myself the winner. Lalalalala~

P.S: I might return to normal on9 activities this week. MIGHT. So don't leap up in joy Audrey, or cry. xD you can still see me at sch wad. =D

And Rene, CHANGE UR HAIR. =.="' It's HORRENDOUS!!!

mlm you KC! mlm!

Tagged by Foh Fatt here o.o

Rules:

Do not copy answers

Tag questions must be exactly the same.

Tag people before doing the tag

I tag/shoot/spear..

1. Billy

2. Gel

3. Rene

4. KJ

5. Priscilla

6. Keeve

7. Isaac

8. Samantha

9. May

How did you know 1? (RollsRoyce)

Through DotA stuff la, you think I don't have to socialize after being FsK leader? =.=

What would you do if you never met 2? (Gel)

Umm, I dunno, maybe never met her sis too? xD

What would you do if 3 and 4 dated? (Leaf and KJ)

If those two dated, the sky would fall down o.o

Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? (Priscilla and Keeve)

If those two ever got together, the Apocalypse is coming and I believe in God. DUHHH.

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Sackie)

NO!

Tell me something about 9.

SARCASTIC. =D

What is 1's favourite past time? (RollsRoyce)

DotA and pawning the weaks? o.o

What language does 2 speak? (Gel)

English, Chinese and perhaps some other dialects? =/

Who is 3 going out with? (Rene)

I can tell you for sure, NO ONE. =P

How old is 4? (KJ)

Lemme see, 15 years? 0.o

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Priscilla)

Weeks, maybe a month ago? ...

Who is 6's favourite singer? (Keeve)

Simple Plan.. maybe?

Would you date 7? (Sackie)

Choy larh you, I'm not a fag!

Is 8 single? (Samantha)

Not sure, I think she's owned already o.o

What is 9's last name? (May)

Ai Ping - Ping + Quan. xD