I'm sick of it all.
I'm sick of always playing second fiddle to everyone. I'm tired of always having to RELENT. Of always having to give others what they WANT. No one truly cares about me. All they care about is what I can give them. One of my friends said that I think too much about myself, but would anyone look out for ME? When I stick my head out for others, will anyone else do the same?
The answer is: No.
I'm dead weary of trying to be someone I'm not. I'm damned angry at being mocked by people who look down on me. In the end, what everyone wants is power. Fine with me. I'll just backstab everyone who gets in my way. So many people have said I'm too bitter, but can I really be blamed? This is what I am, and NOTHING can change it.
Call me a jerk, a fool, asshole, whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Why? Because you forced me to. Because this is where fate has taken me. Because everyone betrayed me, so shall I betray them. Revenge, pure and simple.
Nothing matters anymore.
I'm sick of always playing second fiddle to everyone. I'm tired of always having to RELENT. Of always having to give others what they WANT. No one truly cares about me. All they care about is what I can give them. One of my friends said that I think too much about myself, but would anyone look out for ME? When I stick my head out for others, will anyone else do the same?
The answer is: No.
I'm dead weary of trying to be someone I'm not. I'm damned angry at being mocked by people who look down on me. In the end, what everyone wants is power. Fine with me. I'll just backstab everyone who gets in my way. So many people have said I'm too bitter, but can I really be blamed? This is what I am, and NOTHING can change it.
Call me a jerk, a fool, asshole, whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Why? Because you forced me to. Because this is where fate has taken me. Because everyone betrayed me, so shall I betray them. Revenge, pure and simple.
Nothing matters anymore.
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