End of F3.. haiz.

As I sit here, blogging, I feel the sadness of possibly having to say goodbye to the friends who made life so much easier to bear. As this year draws to a close, I feel somewhat more reluctant to see the days, slowly slipping by. Soon, Jeff, Chills.. they all may be put in different classes.. and I.. perhaps in the Art stream. I must admit, I am no longer the same innocent boy in Primary 6. That boy is dead, consumed by what I am now. The naivety, changed into brooding darkness. The joy of youth, consumed by a bitter sadness within. In these 3 years, I have changed alot.. thanks to Jeff n Chills. Yet, with only a couple of weeks left, I can't help thinking, this is the beginning of the end.. of our friendship. They mean so much to me.. I don't wanna see them fading away in the whispers of time. If only, if only.. we could all be friends forever. After this year's F5 leaves, it will be the last year for Charmaine n Glo. After they leave, I have one year. One year of loneliness, melancholy and silent brooding. Some may ask, "Do you not have the three of them? They are the same age as you, if you recall." The same age they may be, yet slip away they will. I experienced this with 3E b4.. and I don't want to experience it again.

But.. I doubt there is any hope left. Chills wishes to pursue computer programming, if I'm not mistaken. He might go, or stay if he's unlucky. Jeff n Soon will stay, but when F5 is over? Will we still be friends? Despite this, I will forever remember the two years we had in the same class, for although they bring me much pain to remember at the very end, those memories make me smile, unlike anything else could.
And thus, at the very end of the journey for the 4 of us, I thank you all for making life happier in my eyes. Soon, thanks for being with me 9 years. I hope there will be a 10th, but I doubt it. I'll miss having ur presence in class =)
Jeff, thanks for lending me ur Harry Potter books and introing me to several friends. At least I was happy =)
And for the last one, Chills..
Thanks for showing me DotA. Thanks for helping me grow up from an immature kid into a more matured fellow. Thanks for you n Jeff teaching me how to cycle =)
And lastly..
THANKS FOR BEING A FRIEND IN NEED!
GLI AMICI PER SEMPRE!

Yet, in the end..

"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.."