Friday, October 3, 2008

It's all OVER.

I used to be in love with someone. Now, the illusion has been dispelled, the dream gone. I used to think about her all the time. Now, whenever I do, I think of the time when I died inside. Of a past filled with delusions. Nowadays, only sleep brings peace from my tortured thoughts.. if only I could drown myself in negativity. Kelvin said, "Show her on what she's missed out". (Although he doesn't know who. If he did, I doubt he'd say that.) For now, I have to focus on the upcoming PMR.. I have to.. but it's all over for me. Forever. I can never have her.. Misery loves me.

Three Days Grace
It's All Over
One-X

Your bottle's almost empty (Yeah, lemme drink to 4get about her.)
You know this can't go on (Who cares? Not one will anyway.)
Because of you my mind is always racing (Racing into HELL, that is.)
The needle's breaking your skin (Gimme morphine. PLEASE.)
The scar is sinking in (Scar? It's still a fresh wound although it's been so long..)
And now your trip begins but (Trip to despair. Yeah. Enticing.)
It's all over for
It's all over for

You (Aye. For me. -Jumps into cold ocean beneath-)
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off (Halfway there!)
It's all over for you (It already is OVER.)
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off (Can't I just FALL INTO THE OCEAN? Please?)
It's all over

I know what runs through your blood (So do I. Morphine, beer, care to add?)
You do this all in vain (At least I'm doing something instead of crying abt her.)
Because of you my mind is always racing
And it gets under my skin (The pain's EVERYWHERE, not just under my skin.)
To see you giving in (I will never let her give in. I want her to be happy.)
And now your trip begins but (I walk alone.)
It's all over for
It's all over for

You
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off (When will I actually DROP?)
It's all over for you (Way past over.)
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off (Cb la, CAN'T I JUST DROP INSIDE?!)
It's all over

And now you're dead inside (Ever since I knew..)
Still you wonder why (I know why, but her face keeps popping up in my mind)
It's all over
And now you're dead inside (Dead, but I still wanna know who the guy is.)
Still you wonder why (I think of her every night.. -Sighs-)
It's all over

And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off (Someone save me, please.)
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside (I want to live again.)
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off (If only I fell for someone else..)
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside (My fault entirely, not hers. Never will be.)
Still you wonder why (I already know.)
It's all over (Yeah, all over. A life of misery and woe awaits me..)

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