Breaking the Cycle o.o

Bu.. I haven't been updating my blog for about a month or so.. anyone miss me? I doubt it =O

Anyways, this month was eventful. I was backstabbed. By a so-called friend known as- *Wanna know who ask me =D*

Son of a bitch. And I thought we were friends. He will pay in full price, the cost of betraying me one day.. I shall not elaborate more on how or why he betrayed me. All I need say is, he betrayed me over something he himself once did. Ironic, huh?

..Oh well. What's done is done. I've been waiting for this month for.. months? o.o since albums from 3DG, 30STM and SCANDAL're coming out this month ^.^ and the 1st single from 3DG's 3rd album, Life Starts Now, was recently released =O



While waiting in hell for those albums to surface, I've been reading and listening to songs like these:







Conclusion:
HEAR STEREOPONY'S HYDRANGEA GA SAITEIRU. >;)

And I've been playing DotA 24/7 recently with Tommy to improve my skills.. I'll put up some pictures when I've the mood :D *Senses Rene's boredom xD*

Personal msg to her:
IT'S YOUR FAULT WAD. ASK ME BLOG WHEN I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG. <.<

And my test results came out recently.. mostly kns <.<
Except for English.. got 63/75 for Paper 2. Hope I can at least get 80+ this time <.<
*Curses incompetent teacher for giving A2s*
No, make that 90+! >;)

Nothing more to say, other then the sidenote I've a new clan.. =D
Chao~

Happy 1st Mayless birthday o.o

I have only this to say to a friend that's been there for me for the past 2 years:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :-O

Thanks for being a friend in my time of need, and for listening to me when I'm ranting about Lyns and Noodles, and not to mention someone else too for around.. 24/5. =P

Like die you arh Ai Ping. XD

P.S: You still suck. LOL

Boredom.

Revan is bored outta his skull. He needs new games to play. Recommendations anyone?

*Sigh*

I wish she was online. Oh well. Daughtry's second album will do for a while.
But only a while.

Ai suru mono ni wa kantan ni wa yuzurenai.

FML rocks xD

Go to this site and you'll see what I mean xD

Here's a sneek peek =D

Today, I was sitting in class and I fell asleep during the lesson. I was wearing sweatpants and had an erection. My teacher came up to me and grabbed my penis. She thought it was my phone.

Today, I heard my sister masturbating in her room. I took the dog around the block to get out of the house, and I came back to see her leaving her room... my electric toothbrush in her hand.

Today, I wanted to have a good lunch with my wife before fasting for my surgery which I may not survive, she decided getting her hair cut was more important. I ate alone.

Today, I was having sex with my boyfriend. When he was about to orgasm, he screamed "Yes Brittany!" at the top of his lungs. My name's not Brittany. That's his sister.

Today, I saw an elderly man fall in a crosswalk, so I jumped off my bike to help. As I helped him across, the light turned green. At that point I noticed my phone had fallen out of my pocket in the street and was run over by several cars. I then watched across a 6 lane street as someone stole my bike.

LOL xD

It's funny how people mess up in life, isn't it? =P

Chem tuition xD

Was bored during Chemisery tuition.. so I 'terrorized' my nearby friends with my iPhone
xD

Jerk Haw doing Chemisery (Looks decent, but he bites o.o)

The ONLY time I actually got a snapshot on his face (He kept turning away =/)

Kevin when seeing me snap a picture of him (Superhero posing Bone! @@)

The panda smiles! (Must be thinking dirty thoughts about Wei Wei o.o)

I was trying to get a picture of Ming Sheng (The guy covering his face now) but tiok Kevin instead =.=

Got Ming Sheng and Meng Howe at the same time xD (2 birds with half a stone o.o!!!)

Again! Lol!

EPIC PAWN! Kevin with a dumbass look on his face =P

Dispelling rumours.

This post, as the title implies above, is to disprove the rumours that've been circulating recently about me and Rene, which frankly, are DAMN annoying. I can't take it anymore. Ugh!

To enlighten the reader on what rumours've been goin' 'round, I and Rene have been accused of.. um.. how shall I say this without slashing up something nearby? *Smiles coldly* Being a couple. Yeah, that's right. Being a couple. Funny, isn't it? Examples of accusers include:

1. Goh Chui Chin (My Sej teacher).
2. Ngu Leh Hiong (Rene's form teacher).
3. That piece of vermin Churchill.
4. Some of Rene's unknown friends .

I'm tired of such rumours. Because of such rumours, people who I don't want to talk to start talking to me. Especially that piece of vermin. Pagh. And people start nosing around in stuff they shouldn't be. Examples include:

1. Goh Chui Chin asking the whole class whether I've a relationship with Rene.
2. Piece of vermin asking Rene's sister about me and Rene.

I've only one response towards such things:

STOP NOSING AROUND WILL YOU?!

SERIOUSLY!

For one thing, it just goes to show how little you people actually know about me. If you were truly my friends, you would never have asked. You would never have even thought of it. I'm disappointed in everyone's attitude. It's like everyone here thrives on rumours. Even the teachers. CAN'T YOU PEOPLE BE A BIT MORE PROFESSIONAL? We're just good friends, nothing more! You wanna gossip about couples? Sure.. lemme point you towards..

THAT PIECE OF VERMIN AND HIS DEAR *AHEM*!!! ^^

C'mon, I and Rene don't even hold hands, and people call us a couple? While he and his bitch hold hands and go lovey dovey all the time, and everyone IGNORES them? Please! There's a prime gossiping topic in front of your eyes, so go GOSSIP about them, for the love of God!

And yet, no one seems to want to, yet continue to disturb my chatting session with Rene. Like this:

*I and Rene blab away about my crush*
*The you-know-what and her friends walk by and notice us*
Rene: One of them just looked at me.
*The three come and sit beside us*
Me: They're here to eavesdrop.
*One of the you-know-what's friends looks at me*
*We continue chatting about something else*
*Recess ends*

Later, in 4E:

You-know-what's friend: You and Rene dating arh?
Me: ...
Me: *Mutters: I'll sms you later.*

Oh, trust me, I did sms her. And I bombed her. She acted indignant though.
*Shrugs*
Who wouldn't? Anyway, she did something extremely stupid after that:

COMPARE ME TO THE PLAYGIRL.

Yeah! G'job ^^! Damn clever of you to compare me to someone that cheap.. why, I couldn't do better then that!

Anyway, I go outta topic here. Let's get back on track, shall we?

There's several reasons I won't even be considering being Rene's bf, and why we're so close, okay? Here's why I'm close with her:

1. We're both loners. Look at our number of friends.

2. I suck in socializing. Refer to my public spiaking compy for verification.

3. We've the same personality. Isn't that obvious? o.O


As for why I won't be Rene's bf:

1. I've a crush, and she as SURE AS HELL ain't in this school. Wanna know where? Ask me PERSONALLY, my dear 'friends'.

2. She herself has a crush already! And it isn't me. Not telling who though. =D

3. She. Just. Isn't. My. Type.

4. I. Prefer. Older. Girls. There, enough for you? *Glares*

Now that I've said everything I need to say, I think there's no need for me to keep on writing more.. but before I end, do watch this =)

YUI - Namidairo

T'was too big to embed, but I insist you hear it! It's a sad, yet memorable song o.o

And so it ends.

P.S: Post was slightly edited in rememberance of a former 'friendship.' Right Chilli? *Winks*

Happy 14th Birthday!

Well, I know it's not exactly on time.. but still, I should be the first to make this post.. so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN WONG THE SONG!!! O.O

Although we've only been friends for less then 2 months, still, you're the first person I know who shares the exact same birthday as me @@

You're an intriguing person and also one of the most damned chatty I've ever met
(That's a good thing *Grins*)
May the rest of the year be fruitful for you! God bless!

Oh, and don't be dull today.. I'm sure you're gonna have a great day ahead!

Over and out o.o

Interschool Public Spiaking Compy 2009

Yesterday, I along with Jeffrey, Brenda and Rene played truant to spectate and support a dear friend, Anna in the public speaking competition she was participating in at STAR, or rather Sekolah Tun Abdul Razak (I'd thought it was Tunku Abdul Rahman =.=). At first, I wasn't really interested in going, considering how it'd turned out the year before, but there was someone I wanted to see, so I decided to tag along. Not to mention 3 of my novels and my iPhone =P

Well, on the way there, Pn. Ng collided with a dog. A black one to be exact. This was what happened:

*Dog runs by*
*Brakes*
*Thud*
*Dog yelps*
*OMG!*
*Dog runs away unscathed*

Sometime later, we drove past a carcass of a dog (I think t'was a dog anyway). This one was brown, with only the torso and legs left. Didn't notice any sign of a head, and the torso was kinda.. ripped. Perhaps the powers that be wanted a life in exchange for the dog earlier o.o

Here's some of the pictures I snapped before we arrived:

Jeffrey and Anna o.o


The roadside on the way there :-O


Anyway, when we did get there, I was kinda disappointed with the venue. T'was a weak school, with at least ONE unsafe building and several others that looked quite old. Please, even Sunny Hill could beat that school in looks =.=

And the food was.. OSIK! Brenda commented on it being oily, and yeah, I had to agree. Not something a growing boy like me would wanna take o.o

Before we'd disembarked, I saw a girl in braces, or rather, Hannah Chen from SMK Green Road. Being the random guy, this was what happened:

Brenda (I think): Eh, Hannah Chen!
Me: Hey, look! Braces!
Pn. Ng: Andrew, I didn't bring you here to see girls..
Me (On the outside): I'm not looking at girls! *Goes indignant*
Me (On the inside): This is what happens when you're the Pervert King.. =.=

But at least.. my gamble paid off. It'd been a year since I'd last seen her in real life, but at least I got to see her again. And I didn't have to wait long. Immediately after we disembarked, she did too. Just. Meters. Away. OMG. I wanted to go say hi, but I was.. kinda timid =/

Oh, her name's Samantha. o.o

Barely a minute later, when we were all heading for the hall, she stopped beside us. I'm still unsure, but I suspect she was waiting for Revan, or rather, me to say hi (Apparently, she recognized our school logo and recalled I was from that school) but I never did, despite what the others did.

Rene: Aww, look! She's so sweet, just standing there by herself. Go say hi liao!
Me: ...Ugh! *Walks away*

Well, fast forward, we entered the hall, sat down, and I entered my ear-splitting, mind-numbing private world of SCANDAL songs with my iPhone, while Jeffrey and Rene did some kinda riddle, and as for Brenda.. no idea. xD

And when the participants blabbed, I barely heard. There were some amusing ones though, like the St. Joe guy who likened a marriage proposal to the exhilaration of goalscoring. But I did perk up my ears during 18 and 19. Which was St. Mary's participant (who happens to be the exact same girl I wanted to say hi to) and Anna. And they were superb. Worlds apart from the osik I'd been hearing from the participants before 'em.

And when she was halfway presenting her speech, I heard something that applies to me. Yes, SOMETHING.

Samantha: .........*Something about how using the Internet and handphones to communicate with others are cowardly compared to face to face confrontation*.......
Me: Oh fierfek. Oh crud.
Jeffrey: *Laughs* Coward!

Mind probing anyone? =.=

And then during lunch break pula..

Pn. Ng: Are you sure you don't want to eat?
Me: Nah, I'm not hungry.
Pn. Ng: Are you on diet or something?

Rene ar, for the last time, I'M NOT ON DIET!

Anyway, during the whole break, I was having a mental conflict with myself.

Me: Oh, for the love of God, GO SAY HI! The sky's not gonna fall down if you do!
Timid me: Not just yet, not just yet. Patience!
Me: Zzzzz, you're gonna regret this!

And when she came out to throw something, my timid side won:

Rene: *Glances and grins meaningfully*
Me: *Ignores*

Let's move on, shall we?

After the break, came the impromptu speech. To my utmost disappointment, everyone had the same topic.. seriously, did they never consider the fact that with everyone presenting a different topic, it might just have been more interesting? *Mutters mir'osik under breath*
The topic given was "If you don't start now, it'll be too late." Is it just me, or does it sound like a threat to the participants to be on time? o.o

Most of the contestants were bores, or rather mirsh'kyramud. Why, there was one who barely stood there for a minute delivering his speech, and finished after.. barely 20 seconds. Fierfek? Apparently, 30 minutes of quarantine wasn't enough time =/

And then something impossible popped up. I'd given up hope in saying hi to her, so I asked Anna to do so in my stead. However..

Anna: *Remembering what I asked of her, tries to find Samantha, to no avail.*
Me: Wait! Tell her Revan said hi.
Anna: YOU'RE REVAN?
Anna: *Goes on about how Samantha was asking about someone named Revan*
Me: Kandosii!!!

If I believed in God, I'd say "Divine intervention." *Shrugs*

Then..

Anna: *Walks over to Samantha*
Anna: Remember that Revan you were asking about just now?
Sam: Yes, why?
Anna: Well, he's here now.
Sam: Oh my God!
Anna: He's behind there right now *Points*
Sam: *Looks behind and sees my not so impressive visage*
Sam: *Grins and waves hi*

And then sometime later.. I think I did something crazy >.>

When she came over to the back to say hi to all of us, I..

Anna: He wants to talk to you.
Sam: *Looks in my direction*
Me: CanIhaveyourhandphonenumber?
Sam: I'll get back to you.

...Even Rene commented it sounded like I had a crush on her =.=

Ahhhhh, osik.

Anyway, at the end of the day, the verdict was.. surprising. Even upsetting.
We'd all thought that Anna and Sam would've gotten something. Apparently not, 'cause the top 3 were Hannah, Creedon, and Denise.

WTF? Fierfek! Ugh, the shabla judges really screwed up this time, 'cause the three of them were mediocre at best. M-E-D-I-O-C-R-E. Di'kut judges.

And Anna told this was something one of the judges told Sam:

"You thought you were funny, but you weren't."

Di'kut! Pure osik! The winners weren't amusing, as I can recall! Gedet'ye, those judges are flawed. Ori'buyce, kih'kovid. That pretty much sums 'em up.

As for the other pictures, here they are:

Anna during her speech (Note the error window behind her o.o)


From left to right: Me doing the mlm, Jeffrey, Anna and Brenda.


From left to right: Anna, Brenda and Rene.


Went back tired, but with a sense of accomplishment. At least she knows how I look like now =D
And I have her hp num! *Gives Rene the thanks she obviously does not deserve since I know she's gonna brag =(*

To Sam:
You did well that day, don't feel down. The judges were just overly di'kut =)

Over and out!

雀蜂雷公鞭!!! :-O

Title says it all o.o

I was hoping for something more suited for assassinating..

I still don't think Barragan's gonna die from ONE flashy boom o.o

Moving onto other topics,
thanks to Swede Robin Soderling who ousted Rafael Nadal, the French Open trophy may finally become this guy's to win for the first time!

He may not be hot, but c'mon! Pity the guy! He's never won the French Open even once =(
(Although he has won 5 Wimbledon titles, 5 US Open titles and Australian Open titles, not to mention being one title away from equalling Pete Sampras's record)

After a 5 setter in which he prevailed over world no. 5 Juan Martin Del Potro 3-6, 7-6, 2-6, 6-1, 6-4, world no. 2 Roger Federer's posed to win his maiden French Open and finally complete his collection of Grand Slams when he meets Robin Soderling, world no. 25 in the men's final!

Coming Sunday. A date with destiny. A chance for Fedex to cement his reputation as the best player ever to have graced the game. A chance for Fedex to shed tears of joy at Roland Garros at long last! Pray for the man, or if you don't believe in God, hope!

Ending this on a happy note, happy holidays! =D

Who cares about Glambert and Allen when you've got Daughtry's 2nd album? o.o

The newest single from Daughtry's new album, No Surprise is out! Imba song o.o

Lyrics are below :-O

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round,
And now I think that I've got it all down,
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds,
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out,
Not wrapping this in ribbons,
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow,
I can't believe that I stayed till today,
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow,
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise,

It came out like a river once I let it out,
When I thought that I wouldn't know how,
Held onto it forever just pushing it down,
Felt so good to let go of it now,
Not wrapping this in ribbons,
Shouldn't have to give a reason why,

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow,
I can't believe that I stayed till today,
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow,
There's nothing here in this soul left to say,
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow,
God knows we tried to find an easier way,
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow,
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise,

Our favorite place we used to go,
The warm embrace that no one knows,
The loving look that's left your eyes,
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise,

If I could see the future and how this plays out,
I bet it's better than where we are now,
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why,

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow,
I can't believe that I stayed till today,
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow,
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise,

I. Hate. Tests.

Ugh. Tests are the ultimate bore. They force you to cram useless stuff into your head. They make you panic 24/7. They give another cause for parents to scold us. Bah! Tests.

Bio arrr, why d'you have so many facts to memorize? First the enzymes, then the amylase, lastly the dumb potato cells. Ish, the oscillation experiment was easier then those potatoes. And English! Whyyyy? Doushite? I was crossing my fingers for no reports and letters, and from outta the blue..

Section A: Write an informal letter. Har har har. Very funny. I'm trying to beat Anna here for Pete's sake =.=

And then Sunday pula. I'm not studying now, I'm sitting at my aunt's comp typing about how we're celebrating Momma's Day for my gramps while I have what Samantha dubs, Che-misery.
Che-misery ar! All those mols, 6 x 10^23, and the chemical formulas and equations! Sheesh.

All when I'm trying to get someone to sms me so that I can *you know what* her. Hormones. Why NOW??? :-X

Blog post ended in swtness o.o

Jerk don't laugh. o.o

Joshua wrote this yesterday during Chem tuition lol.

Andrew is Andalu,
Andalu is Kangaroo,
Kangaroo is in Australia,
But not in Austria,
Never get it wrong,
'Cause you are now informed again.

=.=!

2nd tag o.o

Tagged by my sis o.o

Why did you choose the photo?
Because it looks cool! :O

When was the last time you ate pizza?
The last time she kissed me o.o

The last song you've listened to?
Gone by Daughtry.

What are you doing besides answering this tag?
Listening to songs and transferring pictures into my phone.. adui, so kepoh bor..

Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
Revan! o.o

Tag 6 persons, the following questions are related to them.
Ok o.o
1. Jerky/Panda
2. Kevin Wong
3. Rene
4. Evon
5. Tommy
6. Joseph

Who is number 1?
xD! He's the star attraction of SMKJA, the one and only werepanda Wong Jerk Haw! o.o

No. 3 has a relationship with?
No one for now, but she may have an interest in someone.. wanna know for sure? Ask me xD

Say something about no. 5.
Tommy Salamy! o.o

How about no. 4?
Ex-Arang student :O

Who's number 2?
A good friend o.o

Say something to number 6.
SG KIA! =D

The 1st tag in a long long long long long.. time. o.o

Evon arrr, next time tell me when I'm tagged larh -.-

Important things in your life:
1. DotA! (Duhhh)
2. Music (What would life be without 3DG, 30 Seconds To Mars and Daughtry eh? xD)
3. Her! (Confidential o.o)
4. My phone and comp (Ngai ti, no phone cannot sms, no comp no DotA.. how could I possibly live?! @.@!)
5. Porn! I can't live without it! (Ok, that was a joke! Seriously! I don't watch porn! You do believe me.. right?)

What was the last thing you bought with your money?
My money? Or my parents'? o.0 Well the last thing I bought were books, books and books. When was the last time I bought something without pages in it anyway? =.=

What is your dream place for your future wedding?
I doubt I'll get married at all, but if it does happen, I suppose.. I'd wanna tie the knot somewhere exotic. Somewhere in Europe, perhaps? Maybe in the Emirates Stadium xP

How long is your relationship with your soulmate?
Puhhhleassse. No girl in their right mind would ever think about it.

Are you in love?
Anyone here knows the answer? =D

Where was the last restaurant you went for dinner?
No idea and no interest whatsoever in knowing o.o

Last book you bought:
WoW: Beyond The Dark Portal :O

What's your full name?
Too sexy to tell, you might get an orgasm from hearing it xD

Who are you more comfortable with, mom or dad?
Neither. I hate the idea of family. I prefer to distance myself.

Name the person you want to meet most in your life:
Her name's not for you to know =P

Do you wash your clothes alone?
*Blank stare*

The place you want to go to the most:
Somewhere I can truly find a measure of peace with myself. Any recommendations?

Kiss or hug?
I prefer the more passionate one. Which one do you think it is? o.0

The words that come out frequently from my mouth:
Fuck you, maigu, mcb, lanpa, mlm you, you weak! Forgive me, I'm just 16 years old xD

Books you have read:
Playboy! Jkjk xD
LOTR, WoW, SW and an assortment of science fiction books. Oh, does manga count? If it does I read Bleach too =D

Songs you hear the most:
Takin' Back My Love, Everytime We Touch, Gone, Used To, All These Lives, The Fantasy, and Jerky's favourite.. S.E.X.!!! S is for the simple need~ o.o!

Tagged:
Gellie,
Winnie the Pooh,
Jerky,
Juliana (Just so that I see you write something in English for once xD),
Kevin,
and Glo!
:O

Over and out~

What online tests think of me :o

1. Optimism/Pessimism Test - 63/100:

Was rated a.. cynic.

According to your responses, your perspective of humankind is rather cynical. You often assume the worst of people, and will usually distrust their motives. Instead of giving others the benefit of the doubt and accept what they say or do at face value, you take a much more self-protective stance. Unless proven otherwise, you generally refuse to believe in other people’s good intentions and more often than not, will withhold your trust. Although this perspective may protect you from being taken advantage of, you could definitely benefit from being a little more trusting. Your belief that many people are fundamentally bad can lead to a rather pessimistic outlook, that is, if you don’t already have one. Unlike their less positive counterparts, optimists will at least try to find the good in even the most difficult of people, and are much more willing to place their faith in others. Although this doesn’t mean that you should trust the good intentions of everyone you meet, a leap of faith every once in a while couldn’t hurt.

2. Emotional Intelligence:

According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is very poor. People who score like you do feel that they have trouble dealing with their own emotions and those of others. They struggle to overcome difficulties in their lives and they are unable to control their moods. It’s hard for them to understand how best to motivate themselves and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions quite difficult, for several reasons. They may have trouble allowing themselves to get close with others, finding it difficult to be vulnerable enough to establish intimacy. They also report having trouble offering support to others, likely due to the fact that they do not understand where others are coming from or they lack ideas about how best to help. Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others.

3. Belief test - 75/100:

According to your score, you believe that some people are gifted with the power to see into the future and can predict things to come. Although you may not consider all psychics to be legitimate practitioners, you do believe that there are some who do indeed possess a sort of “sixth sense” or the ability to feel and see things that most people can’t.

4. Jealousy test - 23/100:

According to your score, you seem to be doing the right thing in most jealousy-inducing situations, but there are a few occasions when your reactions may be a little more blatant. For the most part however, you seem to be able to monitor your behavior and rarely let it get out of hand. From the viewpoint of a partner, jealousy is generally very unbecoming, but the good news is that it can be controlled. This is best achieved by addressing any underlying issues you may have that can trigger your jealousy. If, on the other hand, it’s your partner who thrives on jealousy – and perhaps even goes out of her way to instigate it - then it is a pretty safe guess that she has an issue that needs to be addressed, as it could really sour your relationship.

Wanna go at 'em?
Here :O

HEAR THIS! =D

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

=.=

Stupid wire.

Stupid eyes.

And a stupid Chem test this Friday I'm going to fail.

And I have to stay back after that 'till 1.

=.=!

mlm!

'Nuff said.

Goodbye is the final answer, I guess.

This is how I feel now.





Now, when she's about to leave, I feel.. something I never have felt before.

My head tells me to be happy for her. After all, she's going somewhere new, no? It would be.. good for her.

And yet..

My heart tells me I don't want her to leave.

I want her to stay. I wish everything could stay the same.

But thinking so is naive and immature. After all, what could it do?

If she ever sees this, I suppose this is all I have to say to her:

When I first saw you, I thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my life. That was 2 years ago, when I first became infatuated with you. You were perfect - clever as well as beautiful. To me, you were the girl of my dreams. Perhaps now, you can understand why I fell for you, despite the fact you were older. I suppose it is true - love is blind. I doubt I ever will find someone like you again. But rest assured, I stopped chasing you long ago, and I will not continue now.. it is too late for that. I have my life, and you yours. As we part ways, these are my final words to you, unless we should meet again: Farewell, old friend, and may joy and bliss follow you wherever you go. I will never forget you.

How can I not be depressed?

The following takes place between 9.25 p.m and 9.30 p.m on a ordinary Tuesday night:

Shirley / Watermelon: Andrew, don't be sad!
Me: *Thinks: The fuck? How did they know I was depressed?*
Me: Huh?
Amelia: Why're you sad?
Me: I thought you knew.

*Car comes seconds after that*

As for any readers wondering about my depression, I got a sickening, heart breaking, practically impossible result with the number 74 stamped/branded/tattooed/forged into it.

Although most of you would think, "74's ok lei, what's wrong with it?" the pain of it lies in that damn fucking subject's name.

ENGLISH.

I repeat yet again:

ENGLISH.

The one and only subject I CANNOT get less then 80 in! MCB la. All those English illiterates in 4A are bound to be laughing at me now. Mahai, summore I'm not the highest. No, the honour goes to Anna! At times like these, I am damned tempted to scream out these words:

WHATTHEBLOODYFUCKHAPPENED?!
HOWINALLTHE
FUCKINGHELLSEVER
SPAWNEDDID
IGET74?!
MCBKNNPBK!!! t(-.-t)!!!

Anyway..
When you're practically only good in one thing, and when something like this happens, you get

D-I-S-I-L-L-U-S-I-O-N-E-D.

Not to mention the others making fun of me now. I'll admit, I was bragging about it, but this.. this is PAINFUL enough! Before this, everyone at least respected my expertise in English, now?
They think I'm a no-good, lazy bones who doesn't deserve to be in 4A! Just because they got As!

Just great. What a fucking fine day for me. And Amelia doesn't even know head nor tail of it. Just goes to show that practically none of my classmates have ever, nor ever will understand me.

No matter. In 2 months' time..

I will come back and retake my throne.

The Lust 3

Summary:
Ishida loses his hand to Ulquiorra after he (easily) dispatches of Ichigo with a Cero Oscuras, Orihime tries to revive Ichigo, and O_o it looks like his hair has grown! Could it signify.. the return.. of the HOLLOW? Stay tuned for Bleach chapter 350: The Lust 4! (I think that's the name anyway o.o)

2 'ordinary' pictures xD

I finally beat Jerk =P

Introducing.. Wong Jerk Haw! ~~~

In celebration of 4A and 4E students (inevitably) failing Add Math,

(Looks like a panda doesn't he? Red cheeks, white face.. oh, the resemblance! =D)

I give you.. Wong! Jerk! Haw! ~o.o~

A few facts about him:

DOB's in April something something 1993 (No one knows the day o.o)

Trademark quote: o.o (We all copied him xD)

Copies me :O (I weigh 55 kg and he weighs the same! Copy Jerk mlm)

Plays ping pong, ever represented the school once (Should be the school mascot xD)

Part of clan [OMG] that made it to the loser bracket's semis, placing 8th overall. And was the only guy who got a Divine Rapier in that tournament (Bad hearted panda, 2 hits kill KotL, not siasuey fake one, poor iGs lol)

Is known as Panda, Jerky, and Chinaman! (He lived in China during his childhood, 5 years if I'm not mistaken :O)

His cheeks have the unique ability to turn red. I mean RED. Even his ears can @.@!

Likes sushi (Who doesn't? o.o)

Deluded himself into thinking he's the next Yun Ho o.o

Takes Chinese although he sucks in it (Got a D for PMR and wouldn't believe it when we told him :O)

Sensitive about being called a panda :O

And this was how he looked like when he was a kid, 9 I think:

(Nerdish + piggish! o.o!!!)

Uncertainty.

I don't know what I've become.. or what I will be.. I feel.. detached somehow. Desensitised. I don't know who I am anymore. I've changed so much, does anything of the old me still remain? Where is the boy who once asked 'why' incesantly during primary, whos curiosity was beyond others? Where was the weird kid who thought up weird ideas all the time? Where is the boy.. who was loyal to her? Her and only her?

*Sigh*

I have changed so much these 4 years.. every year another step. I'm no longer that naive, inquisitive boy anymore, but.. what have I traded it for?

I've been remembering her face in guilt. I still can't believe I made her cry. Even as I'm DotAing or CSing, I can't help but feel a pang of guilt. I haven't even smsed her yet. I haven't said an apology yet. Friends urged. Reasoned. Tried to help. But I said, I was shy. I said, I didn't have the courage to apologize. Said I'd sms her when I got back home.

....

And I still haven't done it. I care about her.. I really do. But.. what will she say? How will she react? I.. don't know.

All I can say is..

Forgive me. I was too rash.

To another friend..
Thank you for helping me to realize what it means to be a leader.

Revan is still uncertain.

The Italian man who went to Malta o.o

I'm going back to Italia, you son of a beach! =P

4E's dissection :O

Not fair! They dissected first!

The 4E dissectors/torturers/rodent murderers/wadever you wanna call 'em @.@

Left is Joseph, while right is Brenda.

Are you prepared to die, oh white rat? o.o!!!

I suppose it found life too cruel =/
Look! Entrails! Viscera! *Screams like a sakai*


The hamster that 4E wanted to kill but Avril bought from Joseph, which Brenda then wanted but decided she couldn't keep it, which Avril also couldn't keep before asking her mother, and which was about to be thrown into the dustbin before being saved by Chills :O

P.S: It's MIA somewhere in Chills's house now o.o

That's one large frog o.o

A boring post about a boring day =D

I:

Went to Kevin Wong's house, only to find him going to Chills's house :O

Followed him to Chills's house, and ended up frightening Leaf o.o

Talked with Kevin about Bleach =D.

Introed him to Anna, Brenda and Jocelyn (Brenda if you ever read this, PLEASE LA stop bringing around Jerk Haw on your bag =.=)

Lingered at Kevin's house and left around 5.40.

Walked back home (Stupid rear tyre la, hai si lang kai mlm)

Went into a fitful slumber after dinner :O

Woke up and used the comp.

Blogged a lame post.

Am preparing to sleep now.

Revan is still active. And bored.

Does anything matter at all?

I'm sick of it all.

I'm sick of always playing second fiddle to everyone. I'm tired of always having to RELENT. Of always having to give others what they WANT. No one truly cares about me. All they care about is what I can give them. One of my friends said that I think too much about myself, but would anyone look out for ME? When I stick my head out for others, will anyone else do the same?

The answer is: No.

I'm dead weary of trying to be someone I'm not. I'm damned angry at being mocked by people who look down on me. In the end, what everyone wants is power. Fine with me. I'll just backstab everyone who gets in my way. So many people have said I'm too bitter, but can I really be blamed? This is what I am, and NOTHING can change it.

Call me a jerk, a fool, asshole, whatever you want. I don't care anymore. Why? Because you forced me to. Because this is where fate has taken me. Because everyone betrayed me, so shall I betray them. Revenge, pure and simple.

Nothing matters anymore.

A funny joke xD

I was at Keeve's house this afternoon when I heard a funny, albeit slightly sensitive joke. =P

Here is the joke:

Buddha, Allah and God made a bet on a football match. The loser/losers would have to be.. erm.. how do you mention it in English already =.=.. hit in the balls. (I know hit's not the right word, but bear with me ok? =D)

And the losers turned out to be Allah and God. Since there were two losers, Buddha got ready to hit both their balls by posturing his fingers in the 'meditation' way. God, being a man/god of his word, allowed Buddha to tie his hands in the crucifix way. As for Allah, he ran because he had no guts. While Buddha waited for Allah to come back, he got tired of lifting his hands and put them down on his lap.

And that is why, ladies and gentlemen, exactly why monks and yoga practitioners put their hands so while meditating, and why Jesus appears with his hands spread apart like a cross. As well as why Muslims don't have any 'postures.' xD

P.S: For those who DO understand the hidden attack on Islam, keep it to yourselves alright? =P

Wishing a Happy Chinese New Year to Forsaken and friends! =D

Yes! It is finally, the moment all of us (Chinese) have been waiting for! xD

As the title says, happy CNY to FsK members and friends, as well as a prosperous Cow Year o.o!

Feed the weak, weak the feed! :O

Lalalalalala~

I'm in a good mood now. Why?

Because..

I just beat an Axe 4-3. Mwarhahahahahaha. And I was losing. Super creeps hia.

Well.. not exactly beat, but then he died more.. and I was.. A NECROLYTE!

To all non-DotA players, believe me, I was supposed to lose. =.=

Aiyah, I baru saja turned back the table when we had to stop!

At this moment, only one phrase can define the indignation.

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Bah. Nvm. I consider myself the winner. Lalalalala~

P.S: I might return to normal on9 activities this week. MIGHT. So don't leap up in joy Audrey, or cry. xD you can still see me at sch wad. =D

And Rene, CHANGE UR HAIR. =.="' It's HORRENDOUS!!!

mlm you KC! mlm!

Tagged by Foh Fatt here o.o

Rules:

Do not copy answers

Tag questions must be exactly the same.

Tag people before doing the tag

I tag/shoot/spear..

1. Billy

2. Gel

3. Rene

4. KJ

5. Priscilla

6. Keeve

7. Isaac

8. Samantha

9. May

How did you know 1? (RollsRoyce)

Through DotA stuff la, you think I don't have to socialize after being FsK leader? =.=

What would you do if you never met 2? (Gel)

Umm, I dunno, maybe never met her sis too? xD

What would you do if 3 and 4 dated? (Leaf and KJ)

If those two dated, the sky would fall down o.o

Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? (Priscilla and Keeve)

If those two ever got together, the Apocalypse is coming and I believe in God. DUHHH.

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Sackie)

NO!

Tell me something about 9.

SARCASTIC. =D

What is 1's favourite past time? (RollsRoyce)

DotA and pawning the weaks? o.o

What language does 2 speak? (Gel)

English, Chinese and perhaps some other dialects? =/

Who is 3 going out with? (Rene)

I can tell you for sure, NO ONE. =P

How old is 4? (KJ)

Lemme see, 15 years? 0.o

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Priscilla)

Weeks, maybe a month ago? ...

Who is 6's favourite singer? (Keeve)

Simple Plan.. maybe?

Would you date 7? (Sackie)

Choy larh you, I'm not a fag!

Is 8 single? (Samantha)

Not sure, I think she's owned already o.o

What is 9's last name? (May)

Ai Ping - Ping + Quan. xD